It's been awhile since the last post. Which I hardly post. Big news! I'm moving for a 3rd time! Kinda excited but not.I consider arizona to be my home and since being moved back it doesn't feel the same. ( I know things change. I'm not an idiot.) Haven't been able to get a job, which sucks and stressful. I surprised my best friend (Christina) at her work and she made a scene. It's what I was going for and accomplished. Since then I have gone out of my way to see her. She has only once which was to look at going into sonography schools. I did most of the work. My other best friend (Bounlom) has made any effort to see me at all. Doesn't seem like I fit into any of their lives. So it hasn't been the best welcoming home I thought. I know I'm not close to being the best friends but I thought I was. I think Christina will never let me in like she has to her very close friend. Which sucks cause she plasters it all over Facebook. I was I had my old and closest friendship back, but I know I'll never has those back again.
I not a very good blogger. I feel like my thoughts jump around and don't make sense. I figure I need to write stuff done to get it off my chest. Hopefully I'll start to feel better about these friendships. Who knows.
The reason for this move again is because the guy who bought my dad's business has screwed things up and was close to not giving this payment he owes every month. He was short this last payment. Which scared my dad. That money he was paying us was going to living expenses here in arizona. Dad took action and got his wheels rolling. The accounts that are having issues have asked my dad when he is coming back to take them over again. So since I have no job and my younger sister wasn't getting hardly anything, my dad is shipping us back to take over and build the business up again. It sounds like it's our last move. Not moving back to arizona. I can't live in another state without my dad. I don't have attachment issues it's just cause he's my last living parent. He works way to hard. It's not normal. My sisters and I will always be around to help him out.
Until next time blog. Hopefully not to long of a next time. Haha
